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FUCK YOU ORGANIC CHEM .
okay .. this week was a pretty screwed week...

lots of unfortunate things happened, not just to me, but to others as well ..

first of all, on Wednesday, we had Organic Chem practical ..
I was supposed to use the dropper to drop a few drops of substance A into a test tube filled with 1ml of substance B ..

then I didn't know the freaking liquid was so fluid that when I gently dropped a few drops of A into B, all the substance B just splashed all over the inner walls of the test tube.. and some of it went into the dropper

and when I saw some of substance B in the dropper, I thought it wouldn't make any difference cause it was so minor and I thought it had already been in the dropper before I used it..

then afterwards, a few more groups came to do the same experiment which we were doing, and they noticed the contamination I introduced from substance B to A ..
then the teacher subtracted 30% of our total marks for that practical ..

the teacher's kind of a bitch as well, totally not an understanding person at all ..
it was purely accidental and unintentional, yet she comes down so harshly on me and my partner, to the extent of subtracting 30% of the whole experiment marks. WTF man, how was I supposed to know it would splash into the dropper?

and she claims that she subtracted our marks not only because of that incident, but because of previous incidents, e.g - me and my partner were always too slow, I broke a test tube in the previous experiment.. (that's all I can remember) ..yet she makes it seem like it's totally our fault..

other groups finish so fast because they copy the answers from other groups while my partner and I finish all the experiments with integrity.
and it's not as if I'd wanted to break the test tube on purpose right.. wtf, only retards with nothing better to do will do that.. ok, blame it that I was being clumsy la.. but if she keeps on telling us that we're too slow, it means she's rushing us.. and when she's rushing us, we're bound to be more clumsy .. so is it totally our fault?

and sadly, both my partner and I are weak in that module, so instead of coming down so hard on us, she should have been more understanding and lenient instead... we were the only group who did all the experiments with genuine integrity, with hard work. Yet she doesn't acknowledge that, summore she minus marks.. so what is this? She trying to say that bosses like to hire employees who can make as little accidents(WHICH CAN'T BE HELPED IN THE FIRST PLACE)as possible, rather than a hardworking employee with integrity?

come on man, we were clumsy yes, put purely accidental, but we had integrity to do all the experiments ourselves and didn't copy other people's work. But did we get what we deserved? No ... summore get 30% subtraction.. f*ck my lecturer la, seriously.. minus 30% just because of some small accidents.. not like I make the whole lab explode or something.. she know I weak in her module that's why purposely bias against me lor.. fcking bitch sia

bias against me, but want to help me, I can understand la.. but her biasness towards me is with no good intent one, minus 30% just because of small accidents, just want to demoralize me even further lor.. muderfcker sia

haiz, fcking angry the more I talk about her
and then afterwards in the afternoon, my classmate sprained his ankle .. He had to come to school for the rest of the week in clutches, he's probably still coming in clutches tmr, but I hope he recovers asap, poor guy :(

and I've been feeling fatigue and stress taking over me lately.. more and more pimples appearing on my face.. adding insult to injury seriously.. already got skin condition, still giving me stress pimples.. fuck man

recently gotten a cold too, I'm having a cold still, as I'm typing this post.. -.-
could've been due to fatigue :\

bleh, exam in 2 weeks.. fck man, if I fail my Organic Chem module, my lecturer happy liao lor.. mission accomplished right, want to tear me down so badly.. fcking bitch
crap la, I'm not expecting my complexion or mood to get any better these few weeks to come .. study study study.. Poly is so different from Sec/JC life la.. Poly have to do well for every exam leh.. then can get good GPA .. Sec/JC can just wait until one or two weeks then start to mug .. Poly if u resort to last minute mugging, can forget about going Uni alrdy..

that's why I think ppl who go to Poly work harder than JC kids, but have an easier life in Uni .. seriously, I feel that way .. even though everybody else says JC life is definitely tougher.. whatever, I beg to differ.. seriously

anyways, that kind of wraps up a screwed week I had.. cya all soon, hope to be able to update soon .. HOPE ..