you spell it is uh... W W O R Q
last name, G U I

I feel so screwed
Monday, 20 October 2008 @ 11:55 pm
Have u ever felt that your life was controlled by a dark,devillish force or some sort of bad omen or luck. I certainly feel that way,which is quite creepy. I feel that things happen to me when I least expect it. Like for example,when I think that something will happen,the next moment,it really does.


It's just creepy. I don't know how to stop this. I feel very screwed at the moment. Why did I fail my Home Econs when any other day could have been screwed. It must be that Home Econs practical day that got screwed.


Today was CIP,I woke up at 7.50a.m wtf...dun ask me why,it's a f***ing long story which I f***ing hell don't wanna talk about. So I missed the whole day because I didn't know where the CIP thingy was being held...so I pretty much lost all my CIP points there...well not all,but it just feels different when everybody else's report books have a few more CIP hours than yours.


Why? why? WHY do bad things always happen to me when I could just be so happily thinking about other things,doing my own stuff. Why???!!! I don't know man. It's like I feel that there's something in my life that's not right.


I don't feel normal at this stage. I feel emo now,I feel depressed. Why have I landed in such a state. Things always happen to me when people around me are happy,or when occasions are happy and celebrative. Last year during the last week of school,I got in trouble with DK for xxx incident. It really sucked.


Now...last week also must screw up one...lost all my CIP points just like that...


Things just happen to me,whenever it can. It's called the Murphy's Law. Don't believe me? Go check out wiki,it's true-[http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Sod%27s_law] (the picture there shows that out of both sides of the toast,it must fall on the buttered side)

You all might or might not understand my emotions right now,but I feel that something bad will happen to me soon- whenever,wherever,however.


I'll just live the life I lead. I have to cherish my life until something REALLY REALLY bad happens to me,then I won't have any regrets. After today,I feel that I've become emo. Don't ask why. I just need a little bit of time.